My Sacred Energy

Too often we are scared, scared of what we might not be able to do, scared of what people might think if we tried, we let our fears stand in the way of our hopes. Why? There's really no time to be afraid. You have nothing to lose and everything to gain. Everything!” ~ unknown

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

When will I stop crying??????????????

It seems that every day I cry more and more. I cry myself to sleep at night and I wake up in tears. I cry at work and when I'm driving. Sometimes I even have to pull off the road I cry so hard. Is it the holidays that make it seem so much worse? Or am I just totally losing it all together? There are only 2 days left of this year and I'll be spending them alone. I can't stand the thought of spending them with someone else and trying to act like everything is ok. It's not OK!!!!!! I know it will be someday but today it's not ok.

1 comment:

  1. It will happen one day. The holidays are the worst as it is all family time all the time. One thing I heard a person say recently was she was looking forward to the new year. Not for the holiday but to have her own new year.

    Make some traditions that are your very own - something others may have thought silly. Look forward to finding things that sing to your heart and make your days special to you.