In Memory of Tessa Edwards a friend and Inspiration

Kisses blown are kisses wasted.

Kisses aren't kisses unless they are tasted.

Kisses spread germs and germs are hated.

So kiss me baby; I'm vaccinated.

When will I stop crying??????????????

It seems that every day I cry more and more. I cry myself to sleep at night and I wake up in tears. I cry at work and when I'm driving. Sometimes I even have to pull off the road I cry so hard. Is it the holidays that make it seem so much worse? Or am I just totally losing it all together? There are only 2 days left of this year and I'll be spending them alone. I can't stand the thought of spending them with someone else and trying to act like everything is ok. It's not OK!!!!!! I know it will be someday but today it's not ok.

PEACE

To be at peace in any endeavour,
we must release our need
to control the outcome.

Letting go...............

Todays thoughts

‎"Let go of what you think life should be so you can experience the life you have." ~ Rhonda Britten

This one that I still have major issues with. My head knows that the words are true but my heart refuses to accept it. It still clings to the hope that things will turn around. 

I do keep trying!! 

Love

Love & being loved to the depth of your spirit is what
gives meaning & purpose to life. When you have loved to
the full extent of your heart’s core, reach further &
find that you can love even more. This is the secret
of happiness. This is the way of the spirit. ~ Ham Seok-heon

Love and energy

Love the moment and the energy of that moment will spread beyond all boundaries. ~ Corita Kent

Todays thoughts

‎"Let go of what you think life should be so you can experience the life you have." ~ Rhonda Britten